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[24 Oct 2006|11:57am] W00 ! in the library with lindzayyyyy. SENiiiiiiii0RRRRRS =] were going over old journal entries. ps. flavorrrr flave =] &&&& i love jon. cmnt

[14 Sep 2006|10:33am] wttttf? livejournal. been like 92375935 years. im a SENNNNNiiiii0000R !!! =) almost done... ! i miss david guttierrez. i miss our html comments =/ i never see him anymore i dont like it one bit. H0MEC0MING IS COMING UP ! =) 3 × cmnt

[26 May 2006|12:14pm] LJ! It's been SUCH a long time since I've used this thing. Mm.. basically.. JON ♥ I love him. I couldn't ask for anything better. I LOVEEEEE THIS FEELING. He makes me real happy =] cmnt

[07 Feb 2006|09:40am] today is REALLY lame. im sitting in some random computer lab while all the sophomores are taking the CAHSEE. LAME. 2 × cmnt

[11 Jan 2006|12:23am] so i'm going back to school on the 18th. it's seriously going to be really weird considering i haven't actually been in school since last year, i don't know how all thats going to work out. and i don't know how me seeing ----- everyday is going to go, but whatever. basically, i've been snowboarding almost everyday & that makes me really happy :] ps. i love john, alot. 1 × cmnt

[01 Jan 2006|03:04am] I MISS MY GIRLFRIEND. i miss going to knotts but actually just hanging out in orange county in front of medieval times & walking by the people holding hands & what not. i miss our train track & billboard pictures. i miss going to shows with her. i miss getting huge things of ben & jerrys with her i miss when we FIRST started hanging out at market night & we were sXe CHEECH & CHONG !! & we would throw handfuls of pennis into the crowd of people. i miss our choo choo noises. i miss our huge glasses of chocolate milk & jumping out of my window CRAWILNG in my grass to the backhouse. i miss our MATCHING TAKING BACK SUNDAY shirts & how we tried getting a picture of her & that boy at the show. i seriously MISS her & i really wish she wouldnt have moved away =[ i also miss her HOTASS ahahah 2 × cmnt

[30 Dec 2005|10:31pm] I don't even know anymore :[ cmnt

[23 Jun 2005|11:30pm] Sometimes I just feel that things ended the way they did for a reason. I was reading through my old journal and I realized that in the past year, I have changed so much, somewhat for the better, but I think for the past 8 months of my life, I fell apart. I had such a great time with him, and he always made me feel so good about myself, but inside I don't think I was that great of a person being with him, things are so much better off now, I found someone new, and I'm happy. I still miss all of our memories, and they will always remain in my heart, but I guess I need to try and let go, because lately, all I've been thinking about is how perfect, and happy we were together. I sometimes question if breaking up with him was the right thing to do, although I know it was. I somewhat miss school, I miss seeing everybody, especially David. Whenever something was wrong I always could talk to him about it and he'd find a way to make me smile, and forget about what even happened. He honestly means the world to me. 4 × cmnt

[23 May 2005|01:16pm] I love my husband more than life. He's a hottie. I lost five pounds. Thanks cross country :] 77 × cmnt

[16 May 2005|06:30pm] I had SUCH an amazing weekend. I loved seeing everybody again. Friday- I went to the Pharoah's thing with Craig, Ryan and Katherine. It was a lot of fun, even though we ended up waiting in line for an hour. Saturday- Hung out with Kevin and we went to the Iris Festival to get snowcones and signed me up for soccer. =] Sunday- Went to church with Daniel, Elliot, and Derek, It was just like old times except without Eric and I liked seeing them all together again more than anything. Then went to the Iris Festival again with Derek and Kevin and got some more snowcones. cmnt

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[01 May 2005|03:31pm] Yesterday Jordan, Daniel, Chris and Taylor picked up Me and Tara and we went down the movies but decided not to go so we had David, Jeremy, Matt and Jessica pick us up because they were going to the beach to have a bonfire. After we got Del Taco and firewood, it was like 9 so we ended up coming to my house and having a bonfire here instead. Then Kelly, Kaytee, Dustin, Jordan, Daniel, and Chris ended up coming over. Today I went to Chipotle with Kaytee and then we went shopping for her room. I really liked this weekend, and I really love my friends. 3 × cmnt

[30 Apr 2005|03:47pm] Last night was a lot of fun. Kelly, Tara, Andrea, Jeremy and Zac came over and we tried to make plans but just ended up going to Sylvan for the show and to meet Kaytee and Dustin. We only stayed there for a little while so I could see my girlfriend Kellie. When we ended up back in Yucaipa.. Stacie came over then David, Matt, and Alex came over and we were just sitting around then went tping at like 1230. Lauren Persimmon, Nicole Fremont, Jody Thomas, Marie Rainbow, Marie Rosemend, Christopher Lawrence and Tyler Grant. I love you all ♥ "I am a robot... I said I am a robot!" Ahahah. Oh! And today I went to James' and he made me the coolest airbrushed shirt ever. Also, Eric and Kiel came to visit me the other day and I really like seeing them both. 4 × cmnt

[21 Apr 2005|01:49pm] I'm in Desktop Publishing right now, and David was looking at this site with these girls and he was like "Ahh, their hot". Then he looks at the top of the page and it says "Transvestites". Ahahahaha My mom is making me go to a counselor on Wednsday. Craig and I are going to Disneyland on Saturday with YCC. The new Rocket Summer CD comes out May 17 ! =) 32 × cmnt

[16 Apr 2005|02:40pm] Everything is still so lame , and it doesn't look like it's going to get any better. I went to the powderpuff game last night with Criag, Tom, and Justin, and we hung out with Georgie and Matt. We were going to go to Denny's but half of Yucaipa was there, so we got slurpees instead. :) Oh ........ ( +9 ) 13 × cmnt

[14 Apr 2005|07:22pm] This is where I say I've had enough No one should ever feel the way that I feel now A walking open wound, a trophy display of bruises And I don't believe that I'm getting any better.. So my mom found out about me and Craig, everything. I have been so incredibly stressed the past few weeks, I don't even know what to do with myself. EVERYTHING is so difficult around here, even before all of this happened. It's so hard to deal with and I honestly cannot take it anymore. Throughout everything that's been going on, Craig has been there for me. No matter what has happened with us, he has been ALWAYS been the person I go to, I can talk to him about anything, no matter how big of a deal it is. Knowing that makes me feel really good. I really do love him. Not regular love, but i truly LOVE him, and that is SUCH an amazing feeling. I finished driving school, so I think I'm going to go get my permit tomorrow. Late start, I know. I want to get a job, because I think a job would give me more responsibility, and I think responsibility is something I need to have. My brother got married last weekend, I'm so happy for them. And being a bridesmaid was alright. OH! David's now in my 4th period class. He's somebody I can easily talk to about things, and I like that. 2 × cmnt

[31 Mar 2005|11:20am] On Monday I went out to Hemet to see my girlfriend Kellie. The SUPER Wal-Mart was pretty cool. At like 3 in the morning, like 20 of us went to hospital and ran around like ninjas, then the security guard called the police and they were looking for us. Hahahah. Yeah, some other stuff went on, but it was a LOT of fun. I love my girlfriend. Wednsday night Me, Craig, Georgie, Bryan and Craig's sister Shelby, and her friends Kirsten and Mandee all went cozmic bowling. Georgie hurt my arm and I have this massive bump. Then we went to Denny's, but left and ended up at Jack in the Box. 19 × cmnt

[28 Mar 2005|11:36am] Eric picked me up Thursday and we hung out at his house for a while, then went and saw Amber and Eddie. Went home, then Craig and I went to Chantel's and hung out with her and David. On Saturday I hung out with Eric, Eddie, and Kiel. It was really nice to see all of them. I feel like things are getting better. But I'm starting to get confused again, and I really don't like it. ( +5 ) 4 × cmnt

[23 Mar 2005|03:25pm] I went to the dentist today and got a cool dinosaur. 3 × cmnt

[21 Mar 2005|11:26am] Saturday - Me and Craig went to meet Kaytee and Dustin at the movies but it was way too crowded so we just left. So then we went to pick up Ryan and Georgie and we all went down to the pool hall and Jacob and Chase were there so we hung out with them. Sunday - Went to Denny's with Craig and Georgie, then went to the mall in Brea . Ate at Red Robin, came back and we were going to go in the spa but that didn't work out so Me and Craig just went up to his house and watched The Incredible's and ate some Jack in the Box. cmnt

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